My b/friend left me

[S_M_A]

Sweet Marie, you're in the period where it hurts most. However, I guess that if you look into the past you should have seen this coming. Things like this never come out of nowhere. When me and my girlfriend broke up it was really expected even though everybody was surprised. Anyway, for the first months I had a very mixed feeling. Sometimes I was very happy that it was over, sometimes I felt like a loser and wanted to take my own life. These days I think these feeling are quite normal. When you enter a relationship you expect it to last for life. If it doesn't, you take the blame yourself even though you know it was a bad relationship and that you're not to blame. Trust me, it will wear off... after some time you will get over him and you will, when you least expect it, stumble upon someone that makes your heart beat at twice the normal rate again... This time it will be the right guy and it will last forever...